well i guess i should update. we are 1-2 for jv basketball. basketballs going ok i guess. my life right now kinda sucks but it will get better soon i hope! laura, nikki, kotie, and brittany i dont know what i would do without you guys! thank you so much for being there for me! i love you! not much more to say so w/e. It's amazing the things you realize when you lose someone. You get mad at yourself for not saying the things you could've a million times, you take for granted the days spent doing nothing when you could have been with them. Anyone can be taken, at any time in our lives, but we always wait until they're gone to say the things we never had the courage to before. everyone tells her that shes better off without him and she can do so much better but to her he was the best and shes lost without him she tries to stay strong but knowing they will never be together again makes her weak, she tries to hide the pain but its not worth it, she tries to act happy but it doesnt fool anyone, everyone knows she still loves him and its killing her I didn't realize how much I loved him.
Until he was standing there,
And he wasn't mine anymore someday you'll look back and you'll realize that you lost me
but you'll never realize all the pain that this has caused me you write depressing poems,
sad song lyrics fill your away messages
your profile has grim quotes of love in it
i saw the [hidden] box of tissues
in the far back top of your locker
all this anger, all this misery,
just locked up inside of a once
happy girl;; all because he said,
"we’re better off as friends uh i need to get over him....its so much easier said then done though. i just miss him so much! | 
